done.

it's over. =)

blank.

Prepared I was suppose to be

for references were brought to see

my head went blank

as the questions came to me

I was panic, just like in an angry sea

my body emitted lots of heat

I could hear the band's double beats

"Give up!" I so wanted to hit

gosh.... help!!!

I really feel like leaving my seat

I can't think, I can't answer

my scripts were blank

not much time and I'm on fire

miracles, magic, hope, I desire!

anything that helps, I wish I'm the buyer

today's another bad day for me to say

only could question myself all day

"What lies ahead of me?"

"Repeat modules? Change course?"

"Stop schooling? Impossible!"

"How much time and money

I have wasted, or even, going to waste?"

"What will my parents think?"

Arghh!!! I've let them down

useless, failure

half bucket full of water

just what the hell am I doing?

this really sucks

blank.

yesterday.

no mood.

a bad start.

*sigh*

hope tomorrow is good.

i doubt so.

just hope.

tomorrow.

it will start tomorrow.

paper awaits in halls.

not confident never ready.

have been very lazy.

have been very playful.

not complaining nor blaming.

just nervous just lost.

just myself waiting tomorrow.

mug.

"mug", "mugging" or "mugger"

are these terms used for a person who is studying? why?

I thought...

mug - noun

a thug; a hoodlum

mug / mugs / mugging / mugged - verb

to assault or menace, esp. with the intention of robbery

mugger - noun

a person who mugs, esp. one who assaults a person in order to rob him or her

or did I got the spelling wrong?

haha... well... anyway... only came across these terms ever since I got into university... had never heard nor understood these terms... until now... realising the importance of these words... a necessity to survive in university...

knowing is one thing... I am still trying to learn how to apply these words in university... so different from last time... poly, secondary... only use "read", "study", "revise"... more of "read" though... haha... =P

exams are coming... I only realise it now... late! haha... well... we'll see how things goes... no worries... I hope..? given my attitude towards studies... is there hope?

pray? I didn't do my part... how can I ask for His help?

well... now many would say  "do what you can do now... and pray!" hmm... is this trying to make myself feel better? not feeling any better...

haha... am I complaining? I'm not, am I? I shouldn't be... "We reap what we sow..." then what am I thinking? don't know... lost... don't even know what I'm typing here... haha...

Argh! ok... enough of rest... back to studying... oh! mugging... haha... won't be writing for sometime... until after next week...

Hungry Ghost Festival in NTU.

haha... this is wat happens when exams r coming...

the hell gates r open!

first person view...

english.

haha... spot the mistakes? my english bad also not as bad... wahaha...

P.R. at church.

caramel corn.

yummy.... i prefer the white one!

cute~

birdies unite.